random thoughts

his words are smooth like butter
but i know hes running game
i'm not new to this
i'm very hip to this
but i keep him around
can't drop him from my life
he say what i want to hear
but is it sincere
thats the question
all i need is an answer
one minute he's sweet and kind
and in the next the asshole reveals its self
confusion in my brain
but i feel i pull to him i just cant let it go
i try to go with the flow
but my thougts interupt
reality sets in aburbtly
breaking me from the spell he put me under
when someone says they love you
and the see potential what does that mean
i know my potential
i don't need someone to help me see it
its in my destiny im meant to be happy
succesful and free
im sailing on the ocean the waves crashing
relaxes me
it takes me away
to where i wanna be



-felicia a.k.a poeticsoul-

POETRY

so... on cant control it
free wit it
inibitons out the window
its captivated me
its natural it flows through me
i try to hold it back but it forces it self trhough
you bring me back to life
when the skys were dark
you are that spark that
is lit
when your presence is me
damn poetry
look what you done to me
i go through withdrawl
when your not near
toss and turn in the night
cuz my brain got insomnia
it wont shut off
and rest
this crazzines is tryna to get the best of me
but it wont get control
cuz poetry is the key
im out side of me
looking down on me
cleasing my soul
releasing all of the negative energy
i look to you lyrics
i listen to you beat
and its flow through my fingers
.... words
this is raw like a mutha fucka
unleashing the beast
yes this is me
im not perfect and never claim to be
but im content with me
and love the way we connect
my thoughts on the page
the caged bird been set free
letting my hair down
like the ink and page have such a bueatiful symtery
and all the cause is...
POETRY


-Written by Felicia a.k.a POETIC SOUL-

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she's phony

shes fake

pretends to be there

but she really dont care

ruins friendships

thats her master plan

she's under the devils thumb

sold her soul the devil

now shes not herself

poor girl

she needs some mental health

lack of faith in jesus

negative energy she spreads

smiles in your face

and laughs behind your back

ppl shouldn't be like that

she smooth talks you

tell you what to hear

but trust it ain't sincere

she huffs and puffs

and will blow your house down

and walk away with a smile

dont trust her

watch your back

cuz she will stab you in the spine

i keep my distance

cuz my eyes see through her soul

shes not herself

someone else got control

-poeticsoul-

QUESTION OF THE DAY

What makes you smile when you feel like things aren't going your way?

in the past did things im not proud of but i repent my sins
give all my grace to GOD
he sees my wrong doingings and forgives me
i walk on that path that that he leads me to jesus is my protector
he is my safe haven he is that light when all i see is dark
he is that answer when i am confused
thank you lord jesus for being there for me
for guiding me molding me
helping me through the storm
making me look outside the box
thank you for your wisdom
thank you for insight
thank you jesus... i love you with every bone in my body
with every word i speak
you help keep my feet on solid ground
satan you will never get a hold of me
because jesus set my soul free
he helped me he is always there for me
you are the light the answer the truth
your word is born all praise to you jesus
you are the one that kept me sane
you help me rationalize the craziness in my brain


-poetic soul-

unconditional love

His initials are B.A.D
But he’s just the oppositeKind sweet considerate of my feelings
Why did I ever let him go
All the other dudes where lames
But him he never played any games
Straight to the pointNo chaser
He was my ryde or die
He never left my side
But I let him go like a fool
Being selfish Said I wanted some space
No I need him in my place
Next to me
Its been over 6yrs And he is still in my life
Friends We were never foes
We seen other people
But we always came back to each other
He is a unique soul
Like none other
I know his family And he knows mine
We will always be intertwined mentally spiritually
He is my soul mate
He is the one for me
Had some bad habits’ I hade to kick
And through it all he still sticked by me
Allowing me to be me
Seen me on my bad days
Held my hair when I was drunk
Consoled me when I was sad
That right there says enoughThere’s no one like him
And there will never beMr. B.A.D I love you and you love me
Thank you for always supporting me
And keeping it real
For not holding back And opening your soul to me
You are the one that’s always there for me
Fuck the others they don’t matter
They don’t exist
Its our world booAnd that’s what sticks
They always say there’s always that oneAnd honey its you
Whatever you need I got youEven though were distant Your in NY and im in DE
Our souls we always be together no matter where we be

written by: Felicia a.k.a poetic soul

real love

my mom is my everything she guides me when times get rough shes tough
and dont take no shit she keeps it 100
pulls no punches tells me the real deal without her dont know how i would survive
she is my light when all see is dark
she keeps me protected from the evil that lurks
she is my true love
she is my shero
mom this is foryou you guide me on that path that leads to greatness
you told me from day one i will experience some fakness
i keep my head high and be strong
stay in the background and observe
you are that angel on my back to let me know some people are phony so watch your back
never show them your slipping
always keep your pride in tact
tells me to look outside the box and peep the scene
you are the truth
the light
and the way
thank you mama for making me
i am a product of you
i idolize you
i love you with every bone in my soul
i hold you close and never let you go
you are my everything and in this poem i thought i should let you know

-poetic soul-

thoughts of broken poetic soul

why feel this way when i have good friends in my circle
good laughs good times
but when i lay in my bed
i feel alonesipping on wine watchin a movie in my head i wish you were next to me
but that path is blocked and under construction
if i went down that road it would lead to destruction
haven't thought of you in a while and bam gotta see you on a daily
wish i had wand and you would vanish from my sight
i shouldn't be feeling this way its not right
this emotion will pass and will only make me stronger
hearing that song you played for me makes me wanna go insane
why the fuck i cant get you out of my brain
your no goodi know this
your happy with your life i know this
i don't wanna come in the middle of it
so i stay in the shadowshead downwaking up with a frown
its hard but i will be okall this is just another day
it will pass
this feeling wont last
cant open my heartbeen bruised to many times
got the great wall of china blocking my feelings
don't allow my self to get to close
so i pull back and sit back
lights off candles lit smoke in the air to make you momentarily release from my mind
then you pop up againwhy don't you just go away
like Aaliyah i care for you
but i gotta stay away from you
like lloyd i got a street lovebut your block is bad news
when we were together you had me singing the blues
why is the one that's no good always stays on your mind
wish i can rewind time a time when i never knew who you were and you didn't know me
so i can be freed of this burden so many unspoken words that need to be said
a friend said closure is the key
if i can just open that door called closure and say what needs to be said
then lock the door and throw away the key then maybe.... just maybe thoughts of you will be
freed from me.

-feliciaa.k.a poetic soul-