why feel this way when i have good friends in my circle
good laughs good times
but when i lay in my bed
i feel alonesipping on wine watchin a movie in my head i wish you were next to me
but that path is blocked and under construction
if i went down that road it would lead to destruction
haven't thought of you in a while and bam gotta see you on a daily
wish i had wand and you would vanish from my sight
i shouldn't be feeling this way its not right
this emotion will pass and will only make me stronger
hearing that song you played for me makes me wanna go insane
why the fuck i cant get you out of my brain
your no goodi know this
your happy with your life i know this
i don't wanna come in the middle of it
so i stay in the shadowshead downwaking up with a frown
its hard but i will be okall this is just another day
it will pass
this feeling wont last
cant open my heartbeen bruised to many times
got the great wall of china blocking my feelings
don't allow my self to get to close
so i pull back and sit back
lights off candles lit smoke in the air to make you momentarily release from my mind
then you pop up againwhy don't you just go away
like Aaliyah i care for you
but i gotta stay away from you
like lloyd i got a street lovebut your block is bad news
when we were together you had me singing the blues
why is the one that's no good always stays on your mind
wish i can rewind time a time when i never knew who you were and you didn't know me
so i can be freed of this burden so many unspoken words that need to be said
a friend said closure is the key
if i can just open that door called closure and say what needs to be said
then lock the door and throw away the key then maybe.... just maybe thoughts of you will be
freed from me.
-feliciaa.k.a poetic soul-
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